Monday, October 31, 2005

Grand gestures

"...it is about grand gestures" -- a line from the trailer of Little Manhattan

There are alot of definitions of love, different levels, different experiences.

I want my love to be defined as something grand and special. I don't want it to be just about the little things. I wish I could live up to the hype I am creating.

To the one I have been waiting for so long, I offer you the best of who I am. And I am making myself better everyday. Please come soon. I have been lonely too long.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Breaking promises

I watched last night "The 40 year old virgin"..and it made me think alot. And finally, I have come up with yet another promise that I am making to myself. I say, hmmmmm..Here I go again with my stupid promises. I am a habitual promise breaker. But aha, not wanting to be defeated by my innate nature, I have found a way to circumvent things. I promise to find myself a girlfriend within two years (now..hmmm..if I break this..it means I will not find a girlfriend in that time span). You must now be thinking that I am crazy. Yes I am. Loneliness do that to you. But anyways, I am making this promise (that I will eventually break, naturally) because I have realized I have wasted enough time already. I am a 24 yr old virgin.

I want to become a better person. And I want to do it for me. Not for some darn girl who will suck the life out of you (if only she would suck something else..>:))

1. I have always wanted to lose weight, but 7 years of trying and I find myself bigger than ever. Kailangan na maayos toh. I don't want to die cause of diabetes, or worse, pancreatitis caused by overeating.
2. I am still insecure. Now with this personality, I make a good IT Administrator, but as a person..
3. I want to reach my dreams..aha..ironically most people need "inspiration" to do that..chicken and egg.
4. Well...there are alot. I don't like typing anymore.

To the mathematically improbable love of my life..please don't come too soon..but when the time comes I hope that you are worth the wait coz by then I promise I'm not (hehehe..I hope I break this one).